Desperation

Alright,
well it's been another rousing week of job hunting and laughing managers when I ask about hiring. I swear.. i'm going to be making lattes at 4am. I just know it. College degree and i'm going to be forced to work at a cafe.... why not just go to culinary school? Or better yet, work in Italy where at least the coffee is good!

I'm sort of renewing myself.... trying to start a new process in my life. I don't want to worry too much about any one thing, but I also have to be pro-active about situations that I know need to be fixed. Isn't it hard to be honest with yourself? So much easier to focus on other peoples shit...

I sat on the steps of my "sister" Megans apartment complex till she came home yesterday. I didn't know what else to do. I would have continued to drive around aimlessly but i was wasting too much gas... on the bright side, I did find a cute, cheap little cafe in the North end that serves fantastic butter cookies. Cafe Vittoria. check it out.... it's on Hanover.

Anyway, I think i've finally got my shit together. Another job interview today... .. some real estate company in allston.... doesn't sound too appealing.... but then again, neither does making lattes at 4am.

Wish me luck all of my wonderful fans! And keep pushin... your life might be tough.. but someone elses is always worse ;)


XoXo
Ginger